Why doesn't that Devil take me with him? It would be much better with him than it is here.
I am racking my brains to find out why he left without saying goodby to me.
I am so infinitely happy that he loves me so much, and I pray that it will always be like this. It won't be my fault if he ever stops loving me.
There is only one thing I want. I would like to be seriously ill, and to hear nothing more about him for at least a week. Why doesn't something happen to me? Why do I have to go through all this? If only I had never set eyes on him!
God, I am afraid he won't give me his answer today. If only somebody would help me - it is all so terribly depressing.