I'm potentially worth a lot of money, but I've got to go and make something that's worth a lot of money.
We agreed to do it when I was drunk at his house one night, then on the day I had to have four large brandies - they didn't touch the sides at all. People just got on with it though. It didn't gather a crowd!
I stopped worrying about being desired a long time ago.
I didn't want to do a zoo show. I didn't want to do a study of someone with mental illness. I just wanted to show someone who was trying to live their life.
I've always loved to dress up a bit and show off.