I think I hit the bottom when my wife left me while I was on the road.
I worshipped money so much that it ruined my life. Money is not my god. I just want to manage His money for Him, for the poor people, the lost kids. I just love everybody.
I've had a big heart my whole life; all the Korn fans know that. A lot of people told me that I was different.
I had to put my kid before my career and all the money I was making. I decided to do the right thing. I was dying inside. If I didn't have my daughter, I would be dead right now, for sure.
I loved music, but I found myself at the point where I wanted to die. I didn't care about life.